Sometimes I Just Need to Shut Up and Do

It’s a simple thing that I try to do. I fail often, but each and every day I get up and try all over again. I am not perfect but to be honest it’s not about me. 

I try and give as much as possible… actually I try and serve as much as possible. Whenever someone calls and asks I do all I can to serve, but like I said I am far from perfect. I give not because I want something in return, but because that’s what makes this world go around so well. 

I used to be a very selfish person. All I wanted was to consume and fill my desires cause my heart was empty and I thought filling it with stuff would help. Then I met Jesus.

I thought he was a joke or just something that was quaint and nice to talk about, but after I got to know the guy by reading his teachings he won me over and I dug deeper. Now I find fulfillment each and every time I follow his direction.

It’s a wonderful journey and I hope that it’s far from over. I have so much more that I want to learn.

Thanks God, cause you give your everything.

Matthew 20:17-28

17And as Jesus was going up to Jerusalem, he took the twelve disciples aside, and on the way he said to them, 18"Behold, we are going up to Jerusalem; and the Son of man will be delivered to the chief priests and scribes, and they will condemn him to death, 19and deliver him to the Gentiles to be mocked and scourged and crucified, and he will be raised on the third day." 20Then the mother of the sons of Zeb'edee came up to him, with her sons, and kneeling before him she asked him for something. 21And he said to her, "What do you want?" She said to him, "Command that these two sons of mine may sit, one at your right hand and one at your left, in your kingdom." 22But Jesus answered, "You do not know what you are asking. Are you able to drink the cup that I am to drink?" They said to him, "We are able." 23He said to them, "You will drink my cup, but to sit at my right hand and at my left is not mine to grant, but it is for those for whom it has been prepared by my Father." 24And when the ten heard it, they were indignant at the two brothers. 25But Jesus called them to him and said, "You know that the rulers of the Gentiles lord it over them, and their great men exercise authority over them. 26It shall not be so among you; but whoever would be great among you must be your servant, 27and whoever would be first among you must be your slave; 28even as the Son of man came not to be served but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many."